DON’T JUDGE ME

 
You don’t know the gory story behind my battered face
Life isn’t beautiful when all I feel deep inside is an empty space
Where is love? She must have forsaken me for hate is all I see
Life is unfair; everybody has got a shoulder to lean on except me

What I’m going through ain’t no device can measure my pain
I’m tired of believing the sun will always shine after the rain
My life is scarred, you don’t know about my wounds concealed for years
I’m coming out of my shell; I’m no longer scared to confront my fears

The world betrayed me and I haven’t found anybody worthy of my trust
Every man will be judged alone; is that why I’m left unjustly to bear my cross?
I’ve fought many agonizing battles how I’ve survived is indeed a miracle
Challenges I’m familiar with like the back of my hand since my cradle

I’m hurting badly but everybody is dumb not hearing my loud scream
Reality is facade to me I’ve never felt her essence I wish it was all a dream
This tormenting road I travel I’m accompanied by misery and grief
If heaven truly exists then where is my guiding angel? I need relief

My traducers lay siege on me with unsavoury remarks I can’t quote
The air I breathe they wish to take out of my lungs just to see me choke
They stole my innocence when I had no one to defend my dignity
Wickedly they make mockery of me for my undeserving calamity

I don’t know what self esteem means I’m forced to dwell with self pity
My world is defined by harrowing pains so much I dread longevity
Am I cursed to be suffering an affliction brought by another’s cruelty?
The world is sickening; evil is blinding the conscience of humanity

Don’t tell me to forgive and forget coz my compassion is dead
Don’t tell me to be calm when you can’t stop the raging voices in my head
Everybody has got a choice and today I’m willing to make one
Mistakes ain’t new to me coz I’ve been made to believe my life is one”

There’s nothing but a fire of hate in my heart, no love can extinguish
Justice for my life that you destroyed is all I need to pacify my anguish
But if there’s no justice for me then there will be no mercy for you
In this life, my pains will atone for my sins for all you put me through

An eye for an eye" is all my heart desires to find peace which you deprived me
I've been a prisoner of misfortune but now I'm ready to break free
I'm showing no remorse and regret when I'm through with you
You can run but there will be no place to hide for you

Your day of reckoning beckons and I'm the nemesis coming after you.

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