Hell isn't down stairs

He threw me to the floor
I was so dumb
Didn't think he would hurt me
Now I am only numb

I used to think of our future
A path of gold and blue
Now all I think about is the pain
And it's all because of you

You where so shy when we met
So loving and caring
Now you heart has changed
You always hate what I'm wearing

You never say I love you
Well only after a fight
You always win
Even if I try with all my might

You said you wouldn't  hurt me again
I know that isn't true
So why do I stick around
Why haven't I left you

I know it's hard to speak to me
I know I'm really stupid
But I wish you could talk to me
I always blame Cupid

He put us together
I thought we loved each other
I really wanted a family
I wanted to be a mother

But now I lay on the floor
Ice cold and alone
Now I see you for what you are
Though it's to late to moan

I can't help the other girl
She's trapped
She'll be just like me
She will just get slapped

And when you finally die
I'll be waiting for you
Here in hell a special place
For you to get your due