Fading Away ...

As I see the world
It's just one disappointment after another
As I see your face
I smile my pain away
But, is it ever really gone?
Nope...
It stays.
Every single fucking day.
Poor twisted me..
I can't seem to get things right
Guess i'm your disappointment..
I fade away with your problems while you slowly enter your "wonderland" of alcohol
Fading away from this world is what i'm good at..