thought by thought

(to make a virtue of necessity)

interrupted writing – reconnected thoughts
bridging different moments – the context's always new
interrupting writing just to loose for what I fought
thereby widening the sense of what comes through

interrupted writing – strangely made up sense
to reveal what's hiding in between the blanked out
interrupted thinking right within some bigger plans
observing what's enabled by changing doubts

reconnecting thinking – waiting for the words
fitting in – believing in subtle structures by
constructing and creating only what could occur
thereby inducing bigger plans guessing why

intrusive exaggeration forces my
fragmented reality - spanning different moods
extended sense -  randomly...? - mentally arrayed by
subjective sense rearranged with unknown roots

right until all chaos is dissolved into
a balanced state – somehow stable for a lost while
dynamically open to wild and old or new
interpretations contingently compiled

fed by adapting necessity to fail
to restart to trail
     in order to prevail
           within urgently veiled
suspicious details