bitter sweet agony

i stood in the pouring
rain...
thinking of you,
embracing my feelings...
i wish you didn't have
to leave so soon...

but you had to be set
free,
with open arms,
i drift deeper in to
this bitter sweet agony...

once i found a diamond,
in a pile of coal...
shone like the sun,
the light filled my soul...
but it was never mine,
so i had to let it go...

just so you know my love,
you didn't hurt my feelings,
...kindred one.
it wasn't meant to be,
this higher connection,
between you and me...
always in my heart,
sincerely yours,
bitter sweet agony...

once i found a diamond,
in a pile of coal...
shone like the sun,
the light filled my soul...
but it was never mine,
so i just had to let it go...