The battle

What do you want from me
I’m hurt enough
it’s time you  set me free

I’m  so tired of theses chains
sick of running
Too fed up with your games

I’m done holding your knife
You don’t own me
Hear me this is MY LIFE

“But now listen here” you say
“I love you
no one else cares that way”

With your point to be made
You whispered
You urged and gave the blade



Binds tighten on my wrist
I go numb
Can’t fight the thoughts you twist

Blood boils and and bubbles out
with anger and sham
I cry, I scream, I shout

And when did it all start
Complicated
When did I fall apart

I hate you I hate me
I hate this life
I’ll end i, stop it all

“Am I a monster dear?
no, not I
Who keeps you safe with fear”

“See those doctors who lie
they judge you
see family that hates you.”

“All those friends that leave you
still I stay
come on you know it’s true”

Stop it. I dont need this
I dont want you
Youre not something to miss

you made my life a mess
youre true evil
to call this happiness

When did pills and doctors
stand in place
for my toys and my friends

“Don’t dare fight me” you hiss
“I will win
I make your torture bliss”

“Stupid child see the scars
I control
your fate won’t rest in stars”

“dont test me for kicks girl
it’s my play
If I say twirl you twil”

This isn’t some side show
I’m done acting
Today You're letting go

I’m not your toy or pawn
I’m better now
you can watch me move on

I’ll fight you all the way
I’ll kick and swing
If it means I’ll be okay