lkk

my role model
my inspiration
my soft spot when I'm in a hard place
My person who makes my heart whole and the one I can stumble over to at 4 am, with my eyes full of tears and my face covered in shame and fear. The force that drives me to be a better person and live my life with no fears and no regrets. I only wish I could give you half of what you've given me. studying your grace and perfection for 22 years and still not being even close to a fucking quarter of possessing your attributes. I wish so bad that I could give you what you deserve. All I can offer is my mixed up sentences and thoughts, my constant fucks, and my laughter and my problems I spill out on you, because mamma knows best and I will forever tell you everything I know, hear and see. I wish I could let you look at yourself through my eyes.