Your god damned bubble

In this bubble of mine
I can see the sun,
but I can't feel it shine.
I hardly remember how if feels
& how much I liked it.
I only love the idea of the sun.
I only see it from afar.
I have been put in this bubble
against my will.
On a rainy day,
I can't go outside
& play in the rain.
I feel like I'm going insane.
All my feelings are trapped in a cage.
I am in this bubble,
looking at a puddle, lost in space,
in a confined place.
I can't feel the breeze hitting my face.
I can't remember the
last time I felt the rain.

You put me in this bubble
when I didn't want you to.
Every time you come into town
for a while you pop the bubble,
but after you kiss me
goodbye, & before your departure,
you blow another.