Our Forever is Never

by Gentlegirl

i cannot believe
the love you gave
filling my heart
this girl so naive

The virgin you wanted
to be you wife
afraid of love
I gave you my life

So much love i thought
how could it be
until i realized
it wasn't for me

Giving to another
with words for us two
broken trust I felt
my heart crushed into

I tried to forget this
the damage you do
of losing my trust
while using me too

i love you I love you
words coming from you
but nothing you say
brings trust back anew

I make a promise
to be you wife
to bring you here
with future of life

But how can I continue
a promise to keep
when feelings of mistrust
still run so deep

The years have gone by
you did it again
you go to another
trying in vain

Wanting promises from her
a plan you weave
you say you'll love her
when you get me to Leave

Impatient she is
she questions you time
sending me talk of
how you get her in line

With you promises of love
how  you tire of you wait
of promises broken
and trust that you break

Again we try to mend
the little we have left
you not want to talk
of deceit and the theft

But now words are spoken
we hurt so much more
How can i be wife
to one im unsure

You cannot love me
these actions you show
words mean nothing
we both now must go

Again you now go
and once more to try
to find happiness with another
while i say goodbye