what would you do

If I were to leave
What would you do
Would you get over me with ease
Or forever be blue?  
 
This is a question  
I frequently ask
Especially when I'm stressin
Everything we have
 
I ask you this now
because your heart seems afar
Fights are more often
Your words leave me scarred  
 
You awake with suspicion
when you see my spot empty
And when I go to prove you wrong
You won't listen or let me
 
Its almost like
I make you sick to your stomach
all I try to do is conversate  
But you can tell you don't want it
 
I ask you a question
Mainly one worded answers
I wonder how you'd respond  
If you knew I had cancer
 
Would you feel the need
To comfort me
or would you build your bridge
And run from me?  
 
I love you very much
n that's no secret
I want all of you..your caring touch
I need to know you mean it
 
Do you mean it when you say
You couldn't live another day
If something were to happen  
Would you run or would you stay?  
 
Its something I need to know
Because lately times is low
If I walked out this house  
How far would I get, before you tried my phone
 
Would your pride hold you back
Or would you dial fast
is this poem hitting home
Or am I just an ass?