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Hard to explain
love is all but true even if a man says his love is only for you the human brain invented love so the heart would have a bigger part so not only he can get hurt that is why they call it love at first site cause you do not know who you love till you turn on their inner- light after that you will actually be able to see for which side they truly fight
Love is all but happy because the illusion is made by mankind go search love and this fact you will find but love travels like a shadow and always strikes from behind
just remember love doesn't always mean only to care it means to always carry the person and always be there but this is only in my opinion love is amazing you shouldn't just be a follow up minion if i could have showed the girl of my dreams that everything is not what it seems i would show her the ends of the world damn i would even carry her all the way to heaven where she belongs her blonde hair that crimson stare her beautiful mind I'd love to delve deeper just to see what i can find sometimes I just get lost in her amazing voice damn my angel can't you see this was not my choice it's just boys being boys my heart was stolen but only by you so tell me what the fuck should i do...
I'm sorry baby sometimes i go a bit insane it's just cause I can't tell you half the stuff that is on my brain I know you think i should be able but to me it all sounds like fables that's why i prefer to chill instead of flipping tables
I wish you could realize how beautiful you look from my eyes and that the love that i really feel cannot be described in mere words of the mind not even the complete dictionary will help it'l still feel like I'm playing pictionary with myself
and i know you will never even read these words but it's okay at least i can reread this every day
And I'm sorry if i am not what you really want I'm sorry for now and then hitting the blunt
But please know i will try my best too keep you happy i'll carry you threw any problem and try and make it less crappy
i guess you'll never know how i really feel but please know fuck please listen.... my feelings are real
i know it sounds fake but I'll prove it no matter what it takes I'm tired of making all these colossal mistakes but yeah like i said I'm staying on this till my floating boat breaks
Love is all but happy because the illusion is made by mankind go search love and this fact you will find but love travels like a shadow and always strikes from behind
just remember love doesn't always mean only to care it means to always carry the person and always be there but this is only in my opinion love is amazing you shouldn't just be a follow up minion if i could have showed the girl of my dreams that everything is not what it seems i would show her the ends of the world damn i would even carry her all the way to heaven where she belongs her blonde hair that crimson stare her beautiful mind I'd love to delve deeper just to see what i can find sometimes I just get lost in her amazing voice damn my angel can't you see this was not my choice it's just boys being boys my heart was stolen but only by you so tell me what the fuck should i do...
I'm sorry baby sometimes i go a bit insane it's just cause I can't tell you half the stuff that is on my brain I know you think i should be able but to me it all sounds like fables that's why i prefer to chill instead of flipping tables
I wish you could realize how beautiful you look from my eyes and that the love that i really feel cannot be described in mere words of the mind not even the complete dictionary will help it'l still feel like I'm playing pictionary with myself
and i know you will never even read these words but it's okay at least i can reread this every day
And I'm sorry if i am not what you really want I'm sorry for now and then hitting the blunt
But please know i will try my best too keep you happy i'll carry you threw any problem and try and make it less crappy
i guess you'll never know how i really feel but please know fuck please listen.... my feelings are real
i know it sounds fake but I'll prove it no matter what it takes I'm tired of making all these colossal mistakes but yeah like i said I'm staying on this till my floating boat breaks
Published 12th Apr 2015
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13th Apr 2015 11:16am
It's a steam engine for sure that awakens when we fall in love even a little. Mother Nature gave us that drive, against survival to do risky things and delve deep into doubts, solve human mysteries and bring the world back to our mates. It's all biological, designed to make us strive towards the strange state of flow you just entered.
When things run naturally, as you said, a whole dictionary couldn't explain, but you play pictionary with your brain. That's such a relatable state, when you're over prepared because you checked every corner of your universe, mental, physical, spiritual, primed all the secret chambers, backpocket tricks, talents nobody else knows you got... But in the moment man, it's allllll those august cards just flying through the air. Sure, you're good for each postcard and key, because you're in love. When you're an artist and you fall you privately line up your mate's whole template against each facet of your mental palace, because you wanna give them the tour, the adventure. So all those pieces are solid... But sharing it?
"I know you think I should be able to but to me it all sounds like fables which is why I prefer to chill instead of flipping tables."
You know? Shit's hard when it's soooo true to you, but you got all those times when it wasn't. Or it wasn't time to express those thoughts. Destroy furniture, or just keep the head away from those things... But you're an artist and so someone waaaaants to explore the catacombs.
We think we're safe in our private hells. "Tattoos of chains / Trying to put armor between you and pain " -Brother Ali. So much time spent there it's not fit to show around. That takes more courage. Seeing through your own deceit, doubts, orthodoxies and let someone else evaluate as well.
Effortless man, that's what your streaming consciousness freestyle relays to me, and that's the definition of flow.
When things run naturally, as you said, a whole dictionary couldn't explain, but you play pictionary with your brain. That's such a relatable state, when you're over prepared because you checked every corner of your universe, mental, physical, spiritual, primed all the secret chambers, backpocket tricks, talents nobody else knows you got... But in the moment man, it's allllll those august cards just flying through the air. Sure, you're good for each postcard and key, because you're in love. When you're an artist and you fall you privately line up your mate's whole template against each facet of your mental palace, because you wanna give them the tour, the adventure. So all those pieces are solid... But sharing it?
"I know you think I should be able to but to me it all sounds like fables which is why I prefer to chill instead of flipping tables."
You know? Shit's hard when it's soooo true to you, but you got all those times when it wasn't. Or it wasn't time to express those thoughts. Destroy furniture, or just keep the head away from those things... But you're an artist and so someone waaaaants to explore the catacombs.
We think we're safe in our private hells. "Tattoos of chains / Trying to put armor between you and pain " -Brother Ali. So much time spent there it's not fit to show around. That takes more courage. Seeing through your own deceit, doubts, orthodoxies and let someone else evaluate as well.
Effortless man, that's what your streaming consciousness freestyle relays to me, and that's the definition of flow.
14th Apr 2015 11:17pm
Brother Loki thank you for summing this up proving to me that other people can relate I appreciate the truth in an killer life and we should unite stand up create our own miracle in an "vocalyrical" fight against these demons among us yeah humankind
