Thoughts

These thoughts, they enter me
proding me
im not sure
if im struggiling or welcoming them
they invade my head space
and control knowledge intake

Fuck they come to me anytime
Anywhere!
at church
they want to play with me there
they wont go, THEY WONT LEAVE
i think im losing it, mentally
its harder to bring them to life
so they just eat away at my mind
keeping me inside
begging me to die
the whispering gets real high
Suggestions start to rise
labotomy is something i consider sometimes


But then again
I....i'm staring to like them
they tickle me
i kind of invite them to take over me
deep down, im a sinner inside
so this mid Fucking is like a joy ride
it wont stop
the energy is potent
it keeps going
dancing in my blood
dark fantasies start to cum
and they're flowing

i am the only one
who really feels their love.
its wrong, this is really wrong

i dont really know how they came to be
or when they really came to me
just one of life's mysteries
that wonders will never cease