If I had One Wish

If I had but just one wish,
Maybe I'd use it for my mom.
Maybe I'd make her drop the bose,
and actually focuse on me.

Maybe I'd change my appearance.
Since I am the ugly girl afterall.
Bigger breast or a prettier face
And maybe I'd get it all.

Maybe I'd just end my life.
My reasons, fair enough.
Away from the pain and suffering
Of life just being too tough.

Maybe I'd wish my surroundings different.
And with a different mom.
One who says she loves me lots
And says she's missed me when I'm gone.

Or maybe, just maybe,
I'd keep everything the same.
Try to deal with what I have
And be the good little girl.

Now I know exactly what to wish for,
Though it's no suprise.
I'd wish many, many more wishes....
I have a lot of shit to change.