Why can't they see me?

Why can't they see?
I am trying to reach up to you,
I am trying to change.
Why do you reject me?
I am just a normal human..
Am I?
What do these pills give me?
What do these voices mean?
Let me bleed, I just want help.
Let me cry, for it's all I have left.
Let me blame it on the cat, what's the harm in that?
Leave me alone is what I say, don't go away is what I meant.
I love you this much is true.
Do you love me my sweet dove?
Don't fly away from me.
Do see how everything crumbles to dust before me.
Please know that when I said I was depressed, I truly meant it.