suicide note

can you see these tears?
watch them drip down my chin
i cant believe this pain i can feel
its unhuman, kill me
 
kindly take my heart 
cut it from my chest
slit my throat from ear to ear
and let my grin upon my death

cant take this pain
i watch it rain
my bodies drain
im done, im done

i cry out for salvation
by the awser is this blade
take me away
and let me feel sweet searing bliss

i cant stand this feeling
why cant you save me?
this cant be done
why cant you save me? 

why am i like this?
all there is to life is pain
take this bullet to my brain
im gone, im gone

cant take this pain
i watch it rain
my bodies drain
im done, im done

as i write this note
its scribbled slow in blood
im dead and gone
dead and gone..