nightmare to real

that I can't even sleep
to scared that my fear will come for me
that if my eyes were to close they may never open
that I may live for all enternity in fear
wanting to die, to run, to just be unseen
for if I'm not seen my fear, my nightmare can't find me
only if I could
but that would only become a dream
since my nightmare are not all in my head
for they are real and will never go away
because the only monster that I have to be scared of
does not have spikes or says boo
because he dare call himself a human