judas kiss

i think of you,
every now and then.
every time you come
around,
i get the same old
feelings all over again.
grab the bottle,
drink it down.
swimming in heartache,
take one more shot,
before you drown.

a pound of flesh,
to rob me of my memories.
not able to forget,
the way things used to be.
a judas kiss,
just between you and me.
blood on your lips,
please just set me free.

some days i can see your
eyes,
and the smile on your face.
could have sank a
battleship,
trying to drink those
memories away.
a shadow of myself,
guess it's safe to say.
had to go through hell,
just to make it through,
another day...