Never mine

The first you walk in I knew you were never mine
You were never made to be part of this heart
We are too close but now I realise I cannot cross that line
Do yourself a favour to never get hurt,

Everything that I fantasised were just an illusions
And everything that I thought I knew was just not there
This is why I’m drowning in these confusions
But I don’t care,

You were never mine no matter how hard I tried
No matter how hard I fantasised
No matter how hard I loved
No matter how hard I wanted,

When I see you I just wish to walk away
And never look back till the end of day
I have not much in fact to say
Just to kneel and simple pray,

You were never mine but these words are hard
Every time I consider them I feel like a retard
You were never mine, it has never love.