free

i hear your loud screaming
as i run for my bed
you slam open the door
and i know that im dead

you grab my short hair
and pull it right out
you tell me to shush
when i scream and shout

you tell me im ugly
you call me a whore
you scream at me constantly
as i hit the floor

you stomp on my leg
i hear a loud crack
i scream out in pain
and earn a new smack

you toss me around
off the walls i do bounce
you lift me up high
like i weigh just an ounce

you throw me down hard
and i hit the smooth ground
a sickening crunch
was the following sound

the room started spinning
then it went black
finally i thought
i wont have to go back

but i wake up again
with you standing there
and instead of a smack
all i get is a glare

i need to get help
before i end up dead
but the fear is too strong
my words locked in my head

you say its my fault
you have to beat me
but its not
maybe one day i will be free