Gone

You're gone now, but we will never forget
The times and memories you left us with
I still remember seeing your lifeless fall
When I think about it I clench my fists and hit the wall
But that doesn't satisfy, for I still seek revenge
I have sinful thoughts toward it and I can't repent
You know better than anyone that my anger cannot be suppressed
I will only settle for the worst to who did it and nothing less
I love you like I love my very own brother
You were my best friend and won't be replaced by any other
I saw what happened but when your mom called I cried
Looking up at the sky I just kept asking why
I got back into cigarettes but there's still tears in my eyes
Now you lay in your eternal bed
You may be gone now, but to me you'll never be dead