7 days inside

Gave in again
Closed off
Weak hands are calling,
Telling me to bite the chain
Two days inside

I'm seeing red again
Can't keep refusing me rights
Three days inside

Like a leach
you cling onto,
my fears
now spread that disease
Four days inside

I won't change the bandages
I like to itch my scars
Five days inside

You act like,
I'm your precious pure dream
I hate to admit
I'm a hideous nightmare
Six days inside

Bleed this pen until I rupture
Tell me I'm demented
Let me show you,
I won't end up hurting
Seventh day inside

I gave in to start giving more
Standing in the shame
scratch harder than the first,
watch it do damage like they said it would
Three months inside

Can't wait to go
Can't stay a martyr
I hate you father
Disgrace is me father
Now fail me.
Forever inside