never enough !

to fat to fuck, to ugly to hold, i gave you my heart and now it's cold . the darkness drags me under . i sit in tears and remember your touch , your love, your comfort but it was all a lie and now i sit waiting to die . i wish it would hurry up and take me , hurry up and make this pain go away as i feel the darkness drag me under . no one hears my cries no one knows the true me , i hide it well as  i sit waiting to die . please come and take me . make this all disappear better yet just make me disappear for the world is better with out ppl like me . the kind that are loyal true and love deeply . i was always faithful , always there even now when my world crumbles . some day i will be whole again but to bad that will be long after the darkness drags me under .
i feel so cold as the blood gets old , dripping on the floor soon i will be no more , thank god for suicide !!!