Why should I?

Make me think I can trust you
Betray me like the nothing I am
Tell me you won't tell
But speak my secrets with ease
This wound won't heal with words
I love to see you go with no regrets
Tell me how perfect angel
How can you heal my life
When soon there won't be one left
A fallen angel so you say
Or just another mask
Leave alone let me die
I'd rather fall to hell
Then live up here
Where I now hide my face in shame
I blame my problems on you
I guess I am to just a fool
Believing that I could trust someone
Thinking I had remedy
To this hell I call living
And you leave me on my knees
Not begging back this time
Forget about me and us
I am sick of playing
I am sick being betrayed
I am sick of you
I am sick of me
I am sick of living
Again just leave me alone like the rest
Just let me be alone
Alone where no one can find me
Alone is where I belong