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Am I so different.
When I fell apart and became colorless.
Did you gain sorrow from me?
Am I so different.
The instant I get close, I'm pushed away.

A fragment of you exists within me.
Like it or not, I just don't care.
Without a single tear and goodbye.
I've fallen out of the reach of you.
Questioning whether or not I want to go on,
carrying what you did to me.
I'm tired, I am.
When tomorrow comes.

Enclosed in captured space.
For once I can say "This belongs to me..."
Longing for the loneliness.
To achieve peace.
When I think of you.
My body's weak, I don't understand.
I miss you.
Though it doesn't matter because you'd never feel the same.

Through suicide I'll admit I was ever alive.
Having felt the embrace of death.

With every feeling that bursts from my heart
please know what you see is, in some way, directed towards you.
I refuse to give the satisfaction and say I am sorry...