A letter to myself

Taking it back,
hurts even more,
than the fight you had,
the night before...

Bitter and angry,
you said things in vein,
today you feel empty,
broken, in pain...

You're missing his laughter,
his hands in your hair,
you would give anything,
if he were still there...

Your tears now burn,
you long to embrace,
that man who once held you,
can not be replaced...

By the now empty bottles,
that lay scattered about,
and the bond that you fed from,
you're now doing without...

You have called without answer,
he's nowhere to be found,
you lay curled up and crying,
what will you do now?...

Everything you want and need,
you found behind his hazel eyes,
your everything was lost last night,
to angry words and lies...

If only you could turn back time,
and make it all just go away,
your heart would not be filled right now,
with pain from yesterday...

If only he could see you now,
if he'd just look you in the eyes,
he would see what it looks like,
when a heart gets broke and dies...

True love is so hard to find,
Dear God you love him so,
But I guess you should have thought of that,
before you let him go!!!