Cut cut... Until you bleed

They treat you like your a animal.
So I took up my friend.
My trusted razor...
He's my lover, and I kiss him with blood tainted lips.
They called you a " sinner" for mangling yourself.
So I cut cut cut.. Myself until I reached the bone.
They told you, that you are a idiot for putting your family through pain.
I banged my head against the wall and said " why can't I be normal?"
So I cut cut cut .. Myself until I bled.
They said I deserve to die.
I took my knife and aimed it at my heart.
I wanted to stab stab stab... But all I could do was be a coward.
So instead I cut cut cut.. Until I reached a vein.
They said" your gonna burn in hell for doing that to your self"
I told myself I was a " idiot"
So I cut...until I cut too far.
Couldn't they see I was human too?