Lost in the Stars*

I spent so many nights
Looking up at the stars
Thinking there must be someone out there for me
Been torn from the pain of everyone talking
Throwing me aside as an outcast  
Why do I feel like I’m so different?
Heartbroken every time I speak
I don’t want to be alone again
I can’t stand the hurt, I’m about to give in
Till I see the light shine in the dark
A text of sincerity
Telling me all I need to hear
A person that makes me feel wanted
No one in my life has ever done this to me
Now all I want is your touch
And if I don’t see your name again
I’ll assume that you moved on
To someone that can hold you
But fuck that shit I want it all right now
A house, a home
The person that will share my world
But it doesn’t matter where we are
Our love will only be lost in the stars
I gave so much and then you call it off
I’m struck so hard
I can’t breath
Don’t want to be seen, it hurts to much to talk
Can’t you just tell me what I’m doing wrong?
I know this can be difficult
I know this isn't ideal
But…
If you don’t see my name again
Just assume that I’m happy with somebody else
I found the strength to move on
And I’m living without doubt
But of course this will all just be a lie