looking out my window

Finished with my life
Now I open up my mind
Saying "just one more time"

Echos on the ceiling
Oh what a feeling
Feels like I'm dreaming

Glitter in the air
And my glowing hair
Why does the lamp stare

I was once lost
But now ive gone
To a piece of heaven

Old scars become new
and pretty soon
I'll leave all my blues

it's an easy game
How much can I take
to make the pain go away

bed turned into a tub
And the blankets when I rub
Feels like life should be

the walls now talk to me
they are great company
Only ones that stand by me

Took a look outside
circus in the back
But the sun hurts my eyes

I hear the elephants
and golden trumpets
Marching to my nest

I feel like broken glass
hope this feelin lasts
Just like in my past

the air turns to music
It's so soothing
Leave the world for a while

escape to a new place
Destination, my brain
I now feel so safe

In my darkest hour
No body was there
But now I have the key

Rage builds up in me
Pretty soon I'm laughing
no more of my thinking

climbing up mountains
Just to sit in silence
bringing me one more hit

After a bump or two
Im feeling like new
I'll try some more in a few

and all of my sorrow
Is poured in an empty bottle
When it's full I'll get another

acid makes me laugh
all the strange photographs
Playing in my head

Extacy and ketamine
they help everything
oh the caressing

Escape from tomorrow
I'll feel no sorrow
Looking out my window