Emotional

How can I begin to explain things which I don't understand?
It seemed ok at the time, in the mind frame I was in
Feeling you close, breathing you in
Electric chemistry, intensifies to no end
Missed being near you, so sexy, so inviting
The connection I felt, made your touch so enticing
Not thinking far ahead, only to feed my desire
Not knowing there were no waters, to quench this fire
I opened my arms to embrace, parted my lips to taste
Of this that had my senses, jumping out of my skin
The awakening of ardor that I could not hold in
The potency of passion, torridly surging through my veins
I denied it to myself, knowing only trouble would he gained
Tried to ignore, thinking its only lust it will go away
I could not run from this thing, it was far too late
Every day and every night, augmenting wild and pure
The smell of your cologne, has my mind in a blur
What has been ignited sends my emotions flying wayward
Another broken heart I cannot afford
I'm so afraid of you, afraid of this
Yet at night in my bed I dream of your kiss
I gave in to my needs as we merged covalently
Finally feeling complete as you throb inside me
The sensations arising feel foreign and streaming
Afraid to tell you, how you make me feel needy
You have no idea how much I feel for you
I cannot form the words to give the slightest clue
I am so torn; I know this will end in pain  
Yet my desire for you won’t let me stay away
My heart and body you seem to hold
Feeling violently and vulnerably out of control
Mind frazzled in a haze, so emotional