The Miss

Long days i sit and i think.
oh how i miss the days we'd sit and kiss.
I lay and think oh how i do Reminisce.
when i felt her warmth with the souls kiss.
But here i lay in a oceanic abyss.
The heart is cold now like a forgotten furnace.
feeling lost with no purpose.
I wait and wait but still no idea.
I bang my head softly on the wall observing the painful galleria.
STOP!
i feel a sensation in my right pocket.
i feel my heart races i'm afraid I've lost it.
i i struggle to dig into my pants to see the comment.
i'm Shaking.
i'm Shiver like i'm cold surround by snow of sorrow.
should i read it now or wait till tomorrow?.
Ok.
i opened my phone now time to see.
what great message is in store for me.
i look at the message what will it be! WHAT WILL IT BE!.
WHAT. IS. THIS!.
i'm stunned.
i'm locked in place.
"hi"
a message from a girl with a beautiful face.
i'm all so curious of what led to this.
i sit and think.
what should i say in to this sweet miss.
"hello"
could this be what I've longed for.
i stare at her picture mesmerized.
But what will follow this new feeling i'm terrified.
as our long conversation lasted which felt forever.
my heart is warmer indeed but however.
i look at the history on the wall i think.
should i move forward on this endeavor.
i realize history is the past and the present is known as a gift.
and this gift of "hi" i look forward to the future.
-1 year later-
I'm Fine I'M SWELL!
I've never felt more alive.
in love? i am treated like i'm the only guy.
so yes in love she is the answer to my prayers.
everyday love in my body is spreading everywhere.
i'm happy i smile.
god i never felt so great!
no when i sit and think i'm welcomed with a kiss.
i lay no more in solitude but i lay with her on my chest.
"what about that one what girl"?
"who girl"
"the one i said i missed?"
"oh i didn't even notice"