Love's flame

The sun's setting but not for long
just like the fire in my chest will soon settle
I try not to think about how you did me wrong
but the more I hold in my anger, it tries to escape like steam in a tea kettle
 
I know that this pain will only make me stronger
Wiser, and better. that this time I'll be smarter.
Enough is enough I know I can't stay any longer
Life isn't easy and to challenge me it'll only get harder
 
I don't blame you for what you've done, no actually I thank you
for making that decision. Now that I can no longer be your stepping stool,
It's time for me to make a decision too
and I've decided I will no longer be your fool
 
All you've ever done was entice men and then leave them
in a dark place, just like how you scarred me and left me in the dark
I hit rock bottom, like I was stuck between a rock and hard place, but no not you, you were stuck between him and a bed
 
Each and everyday I feel lost, I can't escape myself or from the thoughts in my head
you were so eager to push me away and tell me no
but for him it was yes,yes,yes!  
You shut me out and wouldn't let me in
 
But you opened yourself to him and my trust started running thin
and Now I'm being forced back to square one trying to figure out where to begin
No, No, not this time, this time I'm running with it  
and I'm gonna keep pushing on and I'll take every hit
 
They say Revenge is a dish best served cold, and by that I will write every lyric and every rhyme until my heart's content
I will keep writing while each thought feeds the fire in my chest, until I forget about everyday wasted and spent
 
Soon It'll no longer be an experience of pain, soon it'll just be a memory
 
Don't get me wrong I'll miss somethings about you, like your:
 
beautiful brown skin
pretty eyes
and your real lies