18/11/2014.        

Dear diary,  
 
8.13 P.M
Restrain and disciple sucks too much this time.  
Not being able to reach out to the one thing (person) i want the most because hey!Waiting for God and universe to send a sign a go head a "Make a move!"  
 
9.30 P.M
My God's timing is always perfect.I know He will come through for me but the waiting and the anxiety and the craving is too much and too hard!
 
11.45 P.M
Oooooohhhh!The turning and tossing and the voices screaming in my head...!  
This is killing me!
 
19/11/2014. 00.20 A.M
Am going crazyyyyyy!  
Waiting for a signnnn!  
Oh Lord make it sooooonnn!  
 
2.36 A.M
Pleaseeee!
 
4.30 A.M
Shut it alarm!Don't need awakening.
 
6.30 A.M
Oh Allah,is today the day?!

11.33 A.M
Masha'Allah! Indeed it is!