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For just one night can we pretend
That you are not my best friend but my girlfriend
We have both been hurt both have had lessons learned
We both have scars on our hearts that have been earned
I have kept your secrets and you have kept mine
We have cried together lied in bed together often at the same time
We never talk about the attraction though we both know it's there
Subtle signs like a smile or when you straighten your hair
Only I know that you do that when you are coming to see me
Only you know I get nervous when you are near me
And we joke about it, both scared to lose a friend
Scared that a relationship will cause this love to end
You know about the way I love and about the way I've played games
I know about your past and your son's dad's real name
Maybe we shared too much and that's why it wont work
Maybe it's because I know you can be a bitch and I can be a jerk
Maybe we both are scared to be happy never knew what happiness was
Maybe karma made us close but not too close just because
But still for one night I want to pretend
That my best friend is my girlfriend