why

Why do i feel so weak?
Why am i crying again?

 All i ever get is pain and betrayal
never love and serenity.

I feel as if im going insane.
I cant take it no more.
Im dying on the inside and all i do is put on a mask and smile.
But all i want to do is be held and let it out. to scream and cry it out.

But i cant it's all locked so deep in.
It's killing me.

Without her i feel empty my Angel my love.