Thou Needn't Fret

I'll tell you what you want to hear.    
I understand what's right.    
But don't you see my side's okay?    
It's not just black and white.    
   
Please don't worry when I'm far,    
I'll figure what to do.    
I need to find a stable balance    
Of appeasing both me and you.    
   
I hope you know that at this time,    
It may not all be clear.    
Know my actions are not in spite,    
But merely eliminating my own fear.
   
It's going to happen.    
I know that it will.    
Just please know through all this,    
I will love you still.    
   
If you find out,    
Don't be upset,    
And don't let sending me off    
Be something you'll regret.    
   
   
(Optional ending depending on mood)    
I'll be okay,    
Of that I know,    
For God will guide me    
No matter where I go.