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I am so sorry

I am so sorry.

Every time I kissed your lips
love boiled deep in my mind.
Every time you held my hand
I wanted to stay like that forever.

And when we laid under the stars
in the blistering October cold,
I made a wish on that shooting star,
that you would be mine forever to hold.

But now everything is tainted.

And you had your own problems
keeping you away from me.
And the whole time you were gone,
I had anger inside my mind.

That anger blinded me,
caused me to do something I deeply regret.
I kissed that man who lied to me,
the one whos eyes burned like a cigarette.

I cheated with him in the back of his car.
And although at that moment I knew it was wrong,
I did nothing to stop it.
And now I have this guilt inside of me,
rolling up like the sea.
Im hoping that the waves will cover me,
take my last breath away.

But I have to tell you,
I want this to work out.
I will be forever faithful
to you and only you, devout.

I told you now and I have to wait,
You said your going to sleep on it.
Now Im waiting for tomorrows ugly morning
to hear of our fate.
If the seas of guilt dont take me first.
Written by hallowedheart
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