Give it up

Born to a life I didn't ask for,
Pushed around, torn apart by fuckin assholes,
See no point in having
feelings..they just get
trampled,
Rise again to get knocked down.
The cycle goes on endlessly repeating,
Every time I fall a little, it
cuts a little...deeper,
Maybe nows the time to stay down,
Don't really wanna stick around.
Why the fuck am I even breathing?
You laugh at my emotions bleeding,
But you don't  realize, behind these sweet eyes,
I'm fuckin seething!
So many things I could
reach out and grab,
But I don't, I am innocent, loyal...your perfect liar.
Oppotunities folding inwards,
I saw the last train but let it pass,
I need to stay but have to go,
This little princess in your show,
Never goes against the flow...of your tide,
I struggle on to reach the shore,
Fading slowly from my sight...I know I must give up the fight....