Call me Crazy

He who strives to touch a star,
oft stumbles on a simple straw
I fell from the stars, down to Earth
My dreams crushed, as if they had no worth

Hope’s an illusion, it’s intangible, it’s fake
I don’t care about it, so let chaos reign.
Nice guys come in last, my lesson finally learnt
When my hopes go up in smoke, my dreams finally burnt

The pain of crushing hope hurts inside
This world is cursed, I hope I die.
My suffering shows on the outside
Through the bleeding wrist I try to hide.

I’ve slashed, cut and sliced
My imperfect life’s divine
The pain of my crushed hopes and dreams
Muffled by the suffering caused by me.

When I leave this room, then the world will see
All the wounds, the scars I’ve tried to clean.
What I’ve tried to hide with long sleeves

As well as my tattered and torn dreams
I’m suffering so much that I feel happy…
Then you people realize, I’m going crazy