Crystal clear

Words became mistakes
 And yesterday turned into everything
 We gotta watch what we sayin, shit
 Poison or medicine, we make the best or worse of all there is
 Nothing can erase the hand made hell we put ourselves in
 So I smoke up and stock up on the rocks, get hopped up
 I write rhymes while he lights up the bin
 Climb new heights holding hands
 I can feel our inner beasts shake within
 Break this skin
 Paint it with promises of through thick and thin
 I can't tell what's real
 From the aspects of us hiding our feelings
 Somebody put Jesus behind the wheel
 I'm weak I'm peelin away
 And when I get to the edge of my mind
 Hit a blind spot
 My brain starts to race
 I waste away
 Face caved in
 Rock collection of satanic crystalline , icy smooth like porcelain
 Pour some jack and down the vicodin
 Chase the dragon
 Tails are waggin
 Wars are wagin
 Meditate on this
 Hydroponic bliss fits
 Call me miss molly
 No witness
 My eye slits reconfigure to bullseye hits
 50 points
 Put a dart to my mind to erase the noise
 I'm fine
 I'm outta lines
 On the grind like I got no choice
 I feel ya all the way through the iron bars
 I build a bear
 To break it down
 And sit and stare
 Despair so loud
 It shake the ground
 I finally found
 All I choke upon
 I miss you
 How
 Could I forget
 Probably cause this dope so strong
 I set out with a mission, end up lost in
 The shit I did and didn't do
 I let us go
 And here I am
 Still got the chance to make it through
 I'll make beauty of me and you
 So far from home
 Don't have your face to get me through
 But I know I'm never alone
 I carry you
 The spirit's alive
 I'll find the truth of why
 The system swallows all of our insides
 Break ya free from the prison
 A government that won't try
 Sits on their high horse and watch a young man die
 Detest the fact they turned the best thing I have to a victim of the system
 We can never hide behind
 Lies we find to cover our insides
 Make it through
 Just know
 Even though I'm in a snowstorm
 I'm fond of you
 But baby I'ma zombie in these shoes
 So laced up
 Kick it off
 Knockin over every red cup
 Empty but you know what's up
 I still fell off
 I run away funny
 Shielding my eyes from the sun
 Your light shine through and hugs me tight
 On 11:11 I wish for a kiss goodnight
 Or goodbye
 Bother tearin up nah
 Why do I even try
 Maybe I'm better off with a different vibe
 I can't cry out for you you're gone
 We're dying but still so alive
 Glass shatters the innocence I used to hold tight
 Reflectin
 I'm a filthy fuckin mess
 My emotions don't exist
 Pissed pour rain
 Piss poor attitude towards errything
 Open the door let the preacher sing
 The greatest bitch I've ever been is half insane
 Maybe I should listen to what they've been...saying
 I need space from the loneliness so I fill it with false gates
 Opening up to lost love and pausing to let my wake awaken
 Strength? Its just an eraser
 Of vulnerability
 I bleed
 The shit that used to make me free
 All I ever wanna be
 Is all of yours and half of me without you
 No doubt boo
 Let me see
 The way to break our love free
 From the traps placed on us from trust mishaps of the young and arrested
 You're the first blessing I count
 A gift I wanna unwrap through all of time
 Your twisted mind is my lullaby
 I dull the cries
 Of my soul inside
 The whole world's blind
 Well you're my third eye
 I'll try
 As long as you let me
 To pry myself into your memory
 Please I'm begging don't forget me
 Shit gets messy
 I bet you're not perfect
 But through the storm and performances
 I adore all of it
 Its worth it
 Got me turning tables, skipping tracks
 So unstable that's a wrap
 I hacky sack my life
 Kickin it over to the pipe
 Day and night
 No aim in sight
 Except for you beside me
 Jesus fucking christ
 You cut me open
 Don't even need a knife
 So here's hopin
 I can kick the dope and
 Let the abstract art of us that beats within every vessel of my heart,straight through into your being keep me alive
 But the darkness of life without you by my side is my fucking cyanide
 If I could wake up swimming in those eyes of yours
 God damn
 Fuck oxygen
 Your vibe
 Is all I need to keep me high
 Of course
 I'm a force they warned you not to fuck with
 It's a bit too late but I'll make you lucky
 Don't dump me, bumping into the city we run to and from
 L forever run the city, job well done
 Bust the ceiling open wide, fuck the world a word from the wise
 Rust revealing as it peels, another feel for the rest of the do or die, bone thugs and army of broken lives
 Slippery slope, let go you'll die
 Chug the healing process and roll your rights into a blunt of street justice, sparks ignite
 Ignore my knight in shining alarming diamond pupils twice the size
 Fight the cause let the jaws bite in, the rebels arise
 Just shy of human nature being erased
 I love and live my life livvvveeeevibin