i had to let her go

I had to let her go
I'm sorry yes I know
this blows like the wind though.
While I'm staring out my window
I've been losing all my life
When will I win though?
Sometimes our actions and the things we say can be sinful
Why must we sin for?
I loved you with all my my heart
I loved you with all my might
And I tried and I tried
To make it through this fight
And I tried and I tried to make through those nights
I recite
Emotional words because I.
Am a human with pain trapped deep inside
Of which I hide
And I apologize..
Look into my eyes
What do you see?
A man that's strong enough to let his weakness cry.
Sometimes life..
Could treat you wrong and treat you right.
Sometimes life.
Ain't always what it seem
If you know what I mean.
Because one moment you could be in love and happy and the next day so alone and crappy.
And that's me.
Living in a motion of good and bad.
Happy and sad.
Crazy and sane.
Happiness and pain.
Sunshine and rain.
Things change.
They never remain.
All that I'm saying is from the top of my brain.
Cus life.
You have done it again.
But I know that you're putting me through these obstacles to shape me up into a better man and a better person.
But for now I'll continue hurting and continue learning.
Its unfortunate that..
I had to let her go
This blows like the wind though
While in staring out my window
I've been losing all my life when will I win though,
I said I've been losing all my life!
God tell me..
When will win though? ..