10 Years and a broken heart

10 years ago when I met you I knew that I loved you.
I loved everything about you from
your smile,
your style,
your warm embrace,
I even loved the chase.
Basically I loved everything that made you.... you
Then the inevitable happened and you told me that we were through.
I sat by the door and cried and cried  hoping that you would come back to me but you never showed.
It was a long road
and  eventually the time flew.
Because I knew that we had grown apart  
so I picked up the pieces to my broken heart.
And  put on a fake smile to hide the pain
and hid the love that always remained.
Then you came back to me and of course I did everything in  my power to make sure you were happy
even if that meant it would make me unhappy.
I did everything  to keep you here with me
But it seemed like the more that I tried the more you pushed me away.
And all I wanted was for you to meet me half way.
I changed the way that I dressed.
I mean I showed more breast,
the way that I talked,
the way that I walked,
and even the way that I acted.
But no matter what I did someone else always had you distracted.
What did you change for me? Nothing.
I love you no doubt and this you should know
I mean maybe it would have helped us grow.
I mean I have always told everyone I was his
and now the only thing I have to show of us is
another broken heart, 10 years later.