to be continued...

Life is like death to me now.

flesh cold, numb feeling.

can't feel the warm tears running down your cheeks, it's all hopeless now.

can't even appreciate the Spring & Summer colors when your whole world looks brown.

Even when you're having fun with your friends,

from a smile to a frown, then the sun goes down

& you have to rush home like you're trying to beat traffic on the 405 after seven.

then everyone's mad,

I'm mad at you, you're mad at me,

I want space & you won't let me breathe.

If I open my mouth I have to tie my tongue & choke

& it always was a problem, every time you spoke.