Feel my heart as i feel you forgetting me..

i want to write how you
Make me feel
But i wouldnt finish in time for death to find me

I was scared
Of feeling or losing feeling.
I wanted without taking
Like an eager toddler yearning
For attention
From the only thing they know.

How cruel you were
To give me your love then withdraw it
From my possessions

Youd paint my skies shades of
Pink and purple
Then youd blind me with your
Fucking egotistic deamenor so i could
Never see love.

You kept me in the dark
For so long i
Thought my whole world dimmed out

And the only form of light i had
Was when you showed me compassion

I love you// i grew infatuated with you