Dlm

My eyes wander
I wander around wondering “why me?”
Pondering, fondling, chomping my nails with my teeth

My eyes water
I thought that I slaughtered these voices
Boisterous screaming demons
Feeding me evil ideas

Tears drop
“Teardrops?! Here pop these pills
These will, kill all your problems
I promise”
Not novice to this kind of drama
My momma got a lot of bottles
Full of Z's, xanies & vodka

Swallowed some pills followed by alcohol

Breaching aqueducts

Devil’s advocate
Been through this too many times I’m not having it
Passionate self hatred
I’m done faking I can’t take it

Broken heart, broken skin surrounded by broken glass…

My mother, her mother, my father, his daughter come forward, to see me dead on the floor…
I promised I wouldn't hurt you anymore.

-Lyriq