Touch of silver

I feel you..
But at the same time its nothing like that Em quote you got posted.

huh?

Depression is a very hard to battle alone. I was a cutter for many years and not many people know that about me and one day I just stopped now I'm only left with deep scares that I can't hide. This brings back many thoughts in my head I hope you grow past this. Great writer always tries to connect  pulling the reader in keep up the good work

I had been a cutter for a while, i thought i hadn't done it hardcore since it be every couple of months that i would give in and take up my razor. Apparently i was wrong since i had made over 50 cuts on each thigh, i got caught though by school officials and they brought my grandparents in. i got in deep shit trouble and well cutting wasn't worth being placed under 24/7 observance .....not to mention when my friend who had more then once tried suicide and also has the scars to prove it. He found out and well yea it ended in a nasty fight, i didn't wanna lose him as a friend so i haven't really picked up the knife again, i do what he said, and draw pictures across where i want to cut, its not the same but its doing something.

On your profile,you got a quote from eminem.

my poems can be a bit of a contradiction to how i am without depression or horrible emotions. Em posted when i was actually happy and this when i was stuck deep inside my head.

Congrats on stopping the cutting. Keep up the good work, Enjoyed.

thanks

We are all full on conflicting contradictions.
So i understand your reasons.
Find strength in your happiness and resolve in your sadness.