inebriated freedom

Eyes as red as a stop sign
I try to focus but I cant
I fall as I try to stand
Fall into a sleepless dream
Suddenly I am not myself
I feel free to be who I want
I laugh at my friends in the background
I jump as my mind spins like
     A roller coaster
It's as if in this moment I have been released
I can fly higher than ever before
No I am not myself
I am a more enhanced version
I'm like a popped balloon
I have released all of my worries
I wish this feeling could last forever
Like counting the stars there would be no limit
To the happiness I feel inside
In this very moment
That I wished would last a life time