in a daze

She sits on the bus she is a part of something
People surround her,but she sits alone
staring out the window wondering to herself
If people say they love me why do I feel pain
Holding back her emotions painting her smile
Kids who know emotion who read her signs
Keep walking by and ignoring her calls
She wants to feel, she wants the smile
the bus stops they all stand
They look down and see her laying there
Walk by and whisper, they want to help
But, they just sit and watch her cry
She tries her hardest and succeeds
One little mistake and again she bleeds
The blood is not real, it's in her mind
Should it be real or are emotions a lie
Has she been tricked has she been fooled
It doesn't matter she'll be ignored
Just as soon as she gets to school.