Trying to get over it ...But do we really ever

Guess what Dad is my uncle
and moms his quick nut
talk about being loyal
the things niggas will do just to bust
I feel the pain but where the tears at
family ain't family no more and i'm the result of that
between drugs and jail mom was to unfit to raise me
Guess i'm kinda two sided maybe i'm really crazy
Calling sumone uncle not knowing there your dad
wanting to be pissed but knowing what my mom went thru makes me mad.
My body can't escape the rage my heart feels
knowing not only did he hurt her but me too
wondering what could i have ever done to make u dislike me.
Sitting on a broken promise,that you'll come save me
Flying with broken wings
Trying to place my fall
All i wanted was love even if you couldn't fully give at all
I begged and begged to know who you was
Then my plea came true with a call I wasn't ready for





To be continued.....