You lost me

You broke my heart  
Gave you everything    
from the core of me  
Let you in so that we can    
Breathe  
   
You pain me  
Can't alter the ending  
And it's written in ink  
   
How can you destroy me so  
Why should I know  
   
The truth is not deserved  
To me to be a good one?  
One for the sapping out of one.  
   
For the putting up of  
And the other to take my crown  
   
Paralyzed and thrown down  
Half truths built on shaky...    
   
Highs  
Exploding into lows  
   
You talk in secret  
Backward codes    
   
Don't deserve my poetry  
Don't deserve to even breathe  
At a time for revealing  
   
One so precious so clear so resounding  
Loud its coming down pounding  
   
It's over...  
and you lost,  
Me.