Rhyming Game

I hang on to every single word
Because I dont know what else to do
You make me wanna slit my wrists
But I put on a smile for you

You're shutting me out again
It hurts because its true
I dont know what to do with myself
My thoughts are always on you

I never know what you're thinking
Or even how you're feeling
I love you so fucking much
Its killing everything in my being

I just wanna hold you
and tell you everything is alright
We both know thats far from the truth
Youre the reason I cant sleep at night

Do you love me
or is it all just a show?
It hurts when you push me away
Thats why I do it too, you know

My chest hurts so badly
I just want to cry
The tears wont come
I just want to die